In 2007 I decided I wanted to get married. I asked God to teach me how to be a good wife. I had given up dating and traded clubs and social networking for cookbooks and home decor collecting, to begin my domestic training that I did not receive growing up.
A week later...
I met a guy who was the man of my dreams (and sometimes nightmares)... He taught me everything he knew about relationship and he knew a lot. He loved love and relationship and I loved him. We later got engaged after a tumultuous year. Long story made short, (as I am sure it will come out along the way) I am now single. To make matters worse I am also expecting. The relationship shredded to pieces at most critical time. I ask myself why did I not make it to wife? After spending sometime drowning my sorrows behind girls nights, I said WTF? Why am I doing what countless others have done. The light bulb came on.
